I was thinking, what if twins get exchanged when they’re still young? I mean what if Jules and Jed were wearing the same clothes when they were put to bed(I mean, flashy parents do that right?) and in the middle of the night, Jules crawled up into Jed’s bed and vice versa. Would you even still know who Jules or who Jed is? 

I mean, if you have a twin, you could be living the wrong identity your whole life. Or does that really matter, living in another person’s name when you technically look the same?

I wonder.

There’s this girl I know who whines about women’s rights too much. Don’t get me wrong. I’m all for women’s rights. But this girl, she talks about it like it’s the only thing that should be talked about. And she gets extremely unreasonable most of the times. That’s what’s frustrating me.

You see, when she reads this article about women getting beaten up, she rages all over the thing. She rants on and on about how these men should go to hell or whatever. I feel her. I understand what she feels. But seriously, she’s starting to sound like those religious people so obsessed about their beliefs they’re getting blinded by it.

I pointed out to her that men get beaten up by women too, not to justify the man beating up the girl, but as point. It’s not all that rare. Men get raped, abused and harassed too, just like women. What does she have to say about that? Do you know what she said?

It’s alright. You’re men after all. You guys are meant to endure those stuff.

Now that’s one confusing thought, isn’t it? Women’s right shouts for equality between women and men and here’s one girl telling me that it’s alright to get beaten up by a girl if you’re a guy because you’re technically up for those pains. I had to stop my self from answering her since she’s the type that doesn’t budge from what she believes in. But really? If I’m allowed to say something rude and if that’s the case then don’t I think women’s right  is about equality. I think it’s more like… getting on the top of the pyramid. Woman can avail the same rights that men gets but men can’t get the ones that women does. Isn’t that a little unfair? And I’m not a big fan of SnM too, especially those weird costumes and the cuffs or the ball in the mouth thing. Can’t we just leave this kind of society to the bees, ants and the termites? I know my friend doesn’t represent the whole female race but I’m sure she isn’t the only one. I’m sure there are more people out there who are a little off about their views about their rights. I don’t think there’s any real harm(for now) in that really, but if you’re going to promote equality, at least stay true to your ideals. 

Again, I’m not dissing on women’s rights. Just explaining stuff here. 

Okay maybe this is just another effect of playing too much video games. I’m also pretty sure that this thought has come across thousands of minds of gamers all over the world. But please stay put for a moment right where you’re sitting now and give this a thought:

What if we’re in some super advance alien video game.

Or maybe not alien. Just some God video game or something. What if we’re in an RPG? What if we aren’t even real players anymore? What if we’re ll just a bunch of NPCs now?

Wait. Let me gather my thoughts for a moment here. They’re all rushing in all at the same time and I’m not so sure anymore what to put in in this post, what comes first or when should I break my paragraph…..

Okay that’s about enough. So what if we’re all in some game some godly beings or higher dimensional folks are playing? And it started some time ago(though time isn’t really much of an issue here since the game could probably fit a month within their day or something). Adam and Eve(or whoever your culture tells you your ancestors are) were the first players or some important NPC. After that, everyone followed and played the game resulting to a population explosion of some sort. The game’s server couldn’t quite take the amount of player or maybe there were to many bots so they sent some “flood” to clean the game up and update it. The game would be subjected to more updates and maintenance every now and then. Atlantis. The (alleged) overnight vanishment of the Mayan Race. The Great Fire of London. Black Plague. Titanic. 9/11. War, earthquakes and many more… what if all of these are attempts to maintain the game. What if the game allows people to get married in-game and have children? And these children… are, well, us? What if, some time after the first maintenance, the mods realized that these children live too long and reproduce much too fast so they reduced our life span. What if that’s actually the reason for death? 

I know these are all just fancy ramblings. But it isn’t half-bad as an idea right? I mean think about this again. Back then, people used to do many rituals to appease Gods and whatever. They slay virgins, offer lambs, sing, dance, light bonfires, have sex or whatever. Remember Cain and Abel? Or any of those old school stuff about sacrifices and what ever? What if these are all quests to get something? You know how we all do quests in RPGs? What if it’s like that. And if you think these quests are too general for your taste, maybe you should try reading The Lesser Key of Solomon/Lemegeton or other ancient books. They have “quest instructions”(lol) there on how to become invisible, how to find lost/stolen stuff, how to summon angels or demons(souds very RPGish, right?), make magic carpets and many more. And all of them require something: frogs, spells, sticks of green elder, parchment of hare-skin. And they all must be done in a certain time of the day! Doesn’t that sound extremely more RPGish?! 

Haha. Anyway, what if that’s also the reason why we don’t get much stuff from our “godly” beings anymore(whoever you believe in). That’s because the game’s had many updates over the time and we can just get what we used to need back then around us. What if our real purpose is to wait for the game to finish? And oh, what if that 144,000 people which will be saved according to the Bible or whatever is the number of people going to be… well, given the chance to live with them. I mean, you understand how we’re all probably just NPCs right meaning we don’t have real bodies in that world. What if 144,000 is the amount of people that’s going to be going out there. Don’t ask me why 144,000. Maybe it’s the game’s creator’s favorite number. If it was me, I’d only save 6 or 7. Or maybe there’s some financial issues regarding the amount of robot bodies that can be produced so  they’re stuck with 144,000. Or maybe it’s just some typo by the old folks who told us that and the number could be more or less actually.

Either way, we’re in a game. Somehow, that justifies my last post: Me being attracted to an NPC. You see technically, we’re all just NPCs so me being attracted to an NPC or a “real” person like you doesn’t really matter.

Haha.

You know I find it sad how we technically never touch anything. You might have heard of it before but our body’s electrons repels another object’s electrons. Meaning, we never really become in contact with anything. We aren’t even technically touching the ground. And well… if you think about it hard enough, it’s sad.

Those sensation of “feeling” that we… err, feel are just reactions to the repulsing effects of these electrons. I know it might sound trivial and puny but… well… her lips, her hands and those hugs… you’ve never really had them. The feelings you had were just reactions made by your brain. Maybe somewhere along the road of evolution, the brain felt lonely about technically not being able to feel anything and made these functions that make us feel. Those minuscule pressure produced the repulsion are now felt by nerves and trick us into believing that we’re actually in contact with something. But we aren’t. We never hold anyone. Or hug anyone. Or kiss anyone…

Lol, just joking! Haha. I was searching about some stuff and I remembered that post on did-you-kno about it so I tried searching for it. The effect’s called Coulumb repulsion or something. I just thought it sounded something that some Tumblr people would exaggerate. “We never really hold anything”. Haha. Anyway, it’s not like it matters, right? Our brain’s had it sorted out for us. She holds you, you feel it, you be happy. Don’t throw craps about not being able to hold her hands in your alone time with her. Haha.

Yeah. I should shut up now.

Okay, I’m taking a break from RO so let me tell you about this thought that’s been swirling in that black sludge inside my brain for quite some time now.

I was thinking, maybe we’re all higher dimensional beings and we’re just trapped in a three dimensional world. I mean, you understand how our world in three dimensional, right? Now what if we aren’t really a part of this three dimensional world? What if we’re 4 dimensional beings crossing a three dimensional world? Somehow, somewhere, we extend towards an uncharted direction. And the “us” right now in this world is just a part of the whole of that extension.

To make the idea simpler, imagine a 2d world on top of a table. The people there only have widths and heights. Now imagine a sphere hovering over the table. Take note that it’s hovering. Now this sphere can phase. You know, it can pass through solid materials or whatever. We’re going to let it pass through the 2d world on top of the table. What do you think would the people in the 2d world see where the sphere is crossing?

They would see a series of enlarging and diminishing circles. At first, they’ll only see a point. Then the point would slowly grow into a circle as the sphere crosses. Once half of the sphere gets cross, the circle would start decreasing in size. To complete the analogy, you can think that one circle in that series is “you”. But in actuality the whole you is the sphere. That’s it.

Now my point here is… what if we’re four dimensional beings crossing a three dimensional world. And as for the phases, well, we have growth, right? Sigh. I hope you guys understand what I’m saying. It’s… yeah. 

I had a dream this morning that I can’t remember anymore. For some reason though after that dream, some sort of revelation came to me. I realized that… I don’t like our idea of God right now.

Okay, maybe “don’t like” is too strong to express the feeling. It’s actually something milder, but yes, it’s on the negative side. Or wait, maybe what I “don’t like” is how this religion I’m partially in depicts God. If you think about it, it wants everyone to obey God’s commands without question. Now how different is that from all the dictators of the world we’ve seen or read about?  Do you really seriously believe that’s how a God or a “Father”, whatever, would work?

If I were a God—and I’m not implying I’d want to be one— and I made living beings, I wouldn’t want them to worship me. Sure, maybe there would be that phase where I’d be enjoying their praises and stuff. I made them after all so that would be normal for them. But I wouldn’t want them to be stuck at that. If I had children, I’d want them to strive to become something/someone like me. Or maybe someone better if possible! Isn’t that how most parents work? What kind of parent would want his/her children to be inferior forever? Wouldn’t a child turning into something great make his/her parents proud? So why isn’t that our God’s way? 

I know there would be a lot of problems about that with our current society’s state. People turning into gods wouldn’t be too nice. But… I think that’s how it should have worked. If a God made people just to order them around, then the angels wouldn’t have been needed right? Unless humanity’s creation was accidental of course. I’ve read something like that some time ago and it was awfully interesting. But if it wasn’t then… I think the main purpose of Creation was to produce something similar to a god.

Besides, don’t you think making people just to worship you is a little too sad? I mean… that’s technically like making another Tumblr account just to send yourself sweet, anonymous messages and fan mails.

Just saying.